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[26 Sep 2008|06:52pm] |
Ok this guy goes to my university...and I think he looks a bit like Marcus Flint....tell me if I'm crazy.
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[19 Aug 2008|08:50pm] |
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I just got back from a freshmen dinner thing cuz..well it was free food. But there where a bunch of upper classmen there too.
So I was chatting and stuff.
When I see my big! Really excited go to see her get a big hug and a stuff., then she and I part to go eat then we would meet up later.
So I go find her and she is acting happy to see me but not like "OMG little I've missed you and haven't seen you in 2 months" but more like you've been gone a week.
OK I can handle that, but then she acts like she doesn't want me near her...I'm confused...isn't your big the one you go to when you need to talk...WTF..maybe I'm just like reading too much into something.
I'm just going to chill and not leave my room...cuz I don't feel like going up and down 6 flights of stairs
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[16 Aug 2008|10:17am] |
According to Moe, our bus driver, we have traveled 4,587ish miles. 22 States. 96 hours of driving time. 36 hours of stop time - him waiting on us lol. 10 seminaries. That is crazy that we accomplished all of that in 12 days.
I am so tired, but I'm really thinking about what this means for me. How my call from God has gotten more defined more in tune with my passions and dreams.
It's a lot to process.
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[06 Aug 2008|10:47pm] |
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So We've been on the road for a while. Going kinda crazy...kinda ready to smack ppl who can't be quiet when I'm trying to sleep. But for most of the time we are just having a blast.
So far the only school that I didn't like at all was United. They weren't really into us, and the building sucked. Plus It was hunted...I saw the gost of a little girl, then found out the place use to be a Jewish community center...with a pool..so great dead kids.
MTHCO was pretty frickin' sweet and has been the most presbyterian friendly so far.
So I'm going to go cuz...I'm baked..
I love ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) saintsalieri, Aubrey and Christian...yeah fun time at Aubrey's place.
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[04 Aug 2008|10:51pm] |
So we left Kansas City at 9 a.m. and drove until 7:30 p.m. to get to Chicago.
We had real Chicago deep dish pizza and I am stuffed! It was like an inch thick so good.
We get to the dorms and stuff and decide to go walking cuz Lake Michigan is like a block from the school.
We get there and are about there for maybe 2 minutes when the frickin’ police show up and tell us the LAKE CLOSES AT 10! How does a lake close? It is still lake-ing! So we are going to try and show up for sunrise.
I'm having a good time on our whirlwind seminary trip. In the last 4 days I've been in 6 states and seen 3 schools.
So far Garrett in Chicago has been the best. I pasted a real White Castle but I wasn't able to get a pic.
Right now we are in Trotwood Ohio at United but I’m already not liking it here, they don’t even have dorms for us, you are camping in the halls…really? They haven’t even taking us to eat or anything.
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[03 Aug 2008|08:29am] |
I forgot to post this sooner.
I'm going arcoss the country looking at grad schools. with Thankfully, my best friend saintsalieri
Today we are on our way to Chicago. From Kansas City...that's a 9 hour drive...I may go insane.
Day one of the trip: We left around 7:00 this morning. The bus is really cool. There are only 13 of us in it. Which rocks and our bus driver is a sweet man named Mo.
Our travels were pretty smooth. We made it to Kansas City by 2:00. We got a tour of our first seminary, St. Paul's was really nice and will be where I go if mom gets sicker, cuz I can spend 3 years at OCU and only have to leave Oklahoma for a year.
So far, everyone on the trip is amazing. It's been nice to get away. St. Paul's took us out to the Cheesecake Factory. it was my first time there. It was really cool. We then walked around downtown, which would have been amazing if it hadn't been so fuckin hot! Someone told us that it was the hottest day so far this summer. I died..
But saintsalieri let me turn the A/C in our room to as cold as I wanted...Sweet gal.
ok...need to get my ass going!
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[15 Jul 2008|03:06pm] |
Ok my mom and I are random and VERY bored…we were thinking of kids names….I swear I’m not preggers
Girls:
1. Naomi Rose (
2. Nilah
3. Amalthea (Mom hated this one…but I like it…Thea for short)
4. Nora
5. Delilah
6. Arwen
Boys:
1. Benji Hok (yes son you were named for a swing dancer and a break dancer)
2. Tristan
3. Balian
4. Titus
5. Luke
6. Blake
7. Derek
If you think of any others I might like…go ahead post some
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[05 Jul 2008|11:35am] |
I have another list of random observations
1. My dog smells like Doritos chips…and I kinda like it
2. My mother doesn’t shut up very much
3. My plot bunnies only come when I’m too tried to write
4. St. S, is the only person I know in real life that knows about my LJ
5. James McAvoy makes a very sexy faun, which isn’t good for anyone
6. I find Skander Keynes very hot, but shouldn't as he is only 16...I would go to jail for that.
7. I’m a light-weight when it comes to alcohol, Two Bacardi slivers get me buzzed anymore than that I’m drunk
8. BBQ chips + ranch dip = Lunch
9. My really hot pen pal is coming back this summer. He didn’t tell me, I found out though my aunt.
Now I think I don’t want to see him becuz I’ve gained weight since I’ve seen him last.
10. When my sis starts her period she is a righteous bitch for about 3 days, then just a regular bitch till she’s done.
11. I however just get a bit pissy then become a sobbing mess. Know like crying at ads.
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[26 May 2008|08:17am] |
I am going to be needing a beta soon, I'm writing a fic for my friend's birthday.
I need someone the knows the movie Amadeus, it's a slash, I would need a grammar, spelling and flow check.
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[14 May 2008|09:44pm] |
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I've been watching the movie slap shot and now have been wondering if there were any slash on this movie...if you find any let me know!
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[30 Apr 2008|02:02pm] |
Ok you guys know my editor, the one I like, I wrote him tell him how I felt
"On 4/26/08 2:53 AM, Linda wrote:
Nathan,
I need to tell you something before you graduate.
I've liked you more than a friend for a while now. I'm sure you've noticed.
I felt I should tell you because if I didn't I would always think "what if?" and I don't want to go through that.
I know that there is a chance that you don't like me back the same way I do you, but I wanted to tell you because I had to take a chance.
Whether you like me "romantically" or not, I want you know that I will always be here for you as a friend. And thank you for teaching me so much in the newsroom. I just want to let you know how much I appreciate you as a friend and maybe you see me more than just that.
Linda"
I had 3 people help me with this. This was Friday night.
Saturday = nothing
Sunday = awkward run in at work where he ignored me and left.
Monday = working awkwardly together on paper corrections.
Monday night = staff party with him making sure not to sit near me and only talked to me when he had to.
But I won "staffer of the year"! so pretty cool and that means he voted for me ^_^
Tuesday = had to get help from him for my class...
Tuesday night
"Linda,
While I’m very flattered, I do not feel the same way.
However, it does mean so much to me to know that I’ve been able to be friend to you and help you in the newsroom. I too have enjoyed getting to know you this year and see you grow in the newsroom. I look forward to seeing what the future has in store for you as you start your college career.
Nathan"
I'm glad he did this nicely, but I wish he would have done it sooner so I had time to hide in my room and cry.
I can finally read that without crying so I'm guessing that's a step in the right direction...
but now my brain keeps telling me to hit on any guy and make him jealous ...it won't work but my brain never listens
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[23 Apr 2008|01:32am] |
As most of you know, my mother has cancer. We just got the results as to tumor size and locations. We don't know how aggressive it is, but time (and more tests) will tell. This is what we know so far:
* There is a golf ball-sized tumor in her right lung, on the front side of the sac, just behind a rib
* She has the lung function of someone with only 1 lung
* She is not a candidate for surgery due to her oxygen dependence and general weak condition (not to mention they don't want to cut out a lobe of her lung with her lung function being so low)
* She has another smaller tumor on the lymph nodes in her chest
* Due to her lung function, tumor positions, and the fact that a surgeon won't touch her, she is going to need radiation therapy
* The best radiation therapy for her is an image-guided form that would spare her some more healthy tissue than traditional radiation
* Said imaged radiation is not available in Lawton, so she is going to have to travel to and from Oklahoma City for her treatment
* Oxygen does not travel well
* My mother never traveled well BEFORE she was this sick
* My sister’s work schedule most likely won't allow her to go with mom
* This one is just stuck in here to see if you're still reading this
* She is thoroughly enjoying the doctor telling her to eat lots and lots of protein (to build back healthy cells after the radiation destroys bad and good cells) to taunt my sister while eating large steaks, fish, and eggs and making my sister cook them, (my sis is vegan)
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[11 Mar 2008|06:42pm] |
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I'm going to go by categories so I won't confuse anyone.
WORK:
Pretty much a week after I posted my last entry. Someone else in the newsroom got really pissed that those things had been said to me that they went to our supervisor and chewed them out.
And a bunch of other people said it was the other person not me and they would rather have me then them. So I guess I was wrong, I had a lot of people fighting for me.
Then I've won "Staffer of the Week" for two weeks in a row!! That's 10 hours of pay I don't have to do!
FAMILY:
I learned last week, that my mother has cancer. She has two spots in her left lung and one in her right and one in her thyroid.
We are going at this from a positive angle, people beet cancer every day, even one of my editors is a cancer servitor. So if we just trust in God we can get though this.
I'm knitting her a hat so she has one for chemo
SCHOOL:
I've been doing good in my classes, I fell behind a bit after I found out about my mom.
But all my teachers have been really great and helpful and they just want to make sure I'm ready to take on all this.
Oh yeah on my Editing mid-term I got a 100!!!!! I've never done that on this teachers test! I almost peed my pants!
FRIENDS:
WOW, the weekend I was gone Micheal made Shannon cry, and Miriah left with her. Then Micheal started acting pissy and all sorts of junk and now we aren't friends with him anymore.
We all realized what a bad person he was to be around. I've really never felt happier.
I am kinda...I guess mad comes the closest to what I am feeling. That He has made me cry before and no one got that upset for me. I don't know, I just feel like maybe they didn't realize how hurt I really was, so they figured it would blow over. I also think because in was so early in the semester people just wrote it off as we both we just trying to adjust and the like, when really it was a fundamental problem of him being an asshole.
But I've seen who my true friends are though the ordeal of my mom. The ones that really care have been there to cheer me up and to help me along the way. And of course let me cry all over them. Shelby, Carrie, Zack, Miriah, Shannon, Alaina, Natalie have been really there for me.
I'm really blessed.
Ok I have to get ready for my Kappa Phi meeting.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
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[28 Jan 2008|12:45am] |
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this isn't a really important post...feel free to skip
I love my job on Stu Pubs, some of the funnest times. I've learned a lot and really like the field.
However, some of the people on staff think I'm too abrasive. Or they don't get my humor and think I'm a mean, hateful person, but y'all know I'm not.
My editor knows my personality and is friends with me and she said some people were uncomfortable with me. I have NEVER been told I made someone uncomfortable...usually it's the complete opposite so many people have told me this year alone that I made them feel at home on campus because I always take the time to get to know them....maybe the people on staff don't want to get to know me....I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and do my job.
And, I've been feeling a little under-valued. They say I'm important but I just don't feel it. We do the "saffer of the week or month" and I have never gotten it....I don't think I've even been nominated.
Both Nathan and Alaina have given me work that was more for an editor, and I did it, Nathan even put on my Evaluation sheet that I always go above and beyond what is asked of me....so why don't I get some fucking credit?
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[12 Nov 2007|11:59pm] |
I'm so sorry y'all, college kicked my butt for a bit but I won! haha I've been working a lot on the yearbook, and all that.
My editor is having to step down as editor-in-chief, but not for anything bad! He was hired by News 9 to redo the web site!!! so he is just going to do associate editor. Not too bad I will get to see him almost everyday, so I'm happy.
My sorority is having Big/Lil' week, and I find out my big tomorrow!!!
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[28 Sep 2007|12:53pm] |
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Ok I keep having sex dreams about my editor....like really graphic ones...and I am with him constantly. I mean I will work with him up to at least 5 hours everyday.
And now when I look at him..I see THAT...and I'm like turning red and shit....What the fuck?!?
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[21 Sep 2007|04:27pm] |
omg I'm so sorry guys, I've been so busy, and now I'm uber sick, so I might be a bit out of it while I wriet this...so fell free to laugh at me!
My friend and I got in to a fight yestrday, he said i had been a bitch to him all day and he wasn't going to take it any more, I was SO confused, cuz I had no idea how I had been mean to him.
If I want to be mean to someone they WILL know it, I just don't get what his prob is...he did this in fucking Jr. High people...grown the fuck up!
But then I got some good news I got a scholarship to a conference in March! Everything is paid! woot, all I'll need to spending money ^_^
I'm sorry I went into rant mode. but this is they only place where some of my other friends don't know about.
I LOVE YOU ALL
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[19 Aug 2007|04:31pm] |
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I finally have my flipin laptop!!!!!!!!!!
thank the Lord...the main hall one is always got some one on it and I don't feel ok using them cuz like it can track you O_o
I've been having a great time getting to know everyone and hanging out. I've met some really great ppl here and everyone is so nice.
we've had our formal introduction to the school with a church service this morning.
I feel so odd, now I'm being treated like an adult.......I don't know how I like that
I'm sorry if I haven't written anyone back recently we've just been doing all sorts of stuff!
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I'm not dead...I have been packing moving and waitting on my new laptop....I'm using one of my roommates computers.
I love you all, I'll try to get some pics of my dorm room up here ^_^
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[11 Jul 2007|09:18am] |
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I get to have a party!! WOOT!! it's like a week after my b-day..but who gives a shit! YAY!!!
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